On wings of integrity: Gleeeeeeeeeeee.

Sunday, July 19, 2009

Gleeeeeeeeeeee.

Watching Glee,
which starts off fantastic, makes sense etc etc.

But thats not the point.
the point is, im pissed off.

Im pissed off because i was on a massive high of just plain happiness and now i'm literally in tears because one little thing is getting turned into something thats potentially going to destroy EVERYTHING i have worked for.

"You’re in a car with a beautiful boy, and he won’t tell you that he loves you, but he loves you. And you feel like you’ve done something terrible, like robbed a liquor store, or swallowed pills, or shoveled yourself a grave in the dirt, and you’re tired. You’re in a car with a beautiful boy, and you’re trying not to tell him that you love him, and you’re trying to choke down the feeling, and you’re trembling, but he reaches over and he touches you, like a prayer for which no words exist, and you feel your heart taking root in your body, like you’ve discovered something you didn’t even have a name for"

Richard Siken