...and sometimes nothing needs to be said at all

and you just fuck with them coz you afraid to be lonely.....


It's annoying how you think you know someone, you think you can count on someone, you think that oneday because you love them so much, they will pull through in the end and they just end up completely and utterly destroying the trust they had built with you.
It's annoying how you think someone was destined to be you friend, that they understand you, that they could give a shit, but really, when it comes down to the most vital part, they fuck off because they are pre occupied by other things (...and beings).
It's annoying how you thought you could talk to them, but really, as much as they have told you that they care they haven't done a single thing to prove it. If anything, they've proved how much they don't care.
The bottom line is, its been me, trying too fucking hard.
It's me who loves you more,
who puts in the effort,
who tries to make you happy...
It's the worst feeling knowing, that not only is the opposite sex fucking with you,
but also your girl. The one person who was supposed to prove to you that you don't need your life to be taken over by boys, and yet now, where are you?
When have you even tried ?
I realised, there really is nothing I have to say.
If I am the only one that sees it, goes to show much the significant other has looked over or should I say ignored.
It reallly is up to you now.