I know you hate it when I do this, I wish I were stronger, stronger than this,  please believe me, I do try.

 

If you really must know, as much as I love you I hate it when you see me.

I'd hate for you to see the real me, it's the scariest thing in the whole world. What if you stopped loving me? what if you stopped wanting to see me? You must never see me up close because you may not like what you see. I am me and I don't change the way I am, but there are flaws that you can't see from afar, but the moment you begin to get closer and closer you see everything that's bad about me. But I see you and believe me, I've never seen anything with that much beauty in a real long time.