On wings of integrity: Continuation of last night.

Saturday, December 19, 2009

Continuation of last night.

Alot more sober-rer.
So to speak, went quite well.
Infact, I seemed to build stronger ties with other, who frankly were alot more polite towards me than others.
It's surprising because I always thought i belonged with the others, I thought that that's who I was mean to be with.
I saw tonight I couldn't have been more wrong. Yes, those sickening ties are cut whilst stronger ties have been made.

"You’re in a car with a beautiful boy, and he won’t tell you that he loves you, but he loves you. And you feel like you’ve done something terrible, like robbed a liquor store, or swallowed pills, or shoveled yourself a grave in the dirt, and you’re tired. You’re in a car with a beautiful boy, and you’re trying not to tell him that you love him, and you’re trying to choke down the feeling, and you’re trembling, but he reaches over and he touches you, like a prayer for which no words exist, and you feel your heart taking root in your body, like you’ve discovered something you didn’t even have a name for"

Richard Siken