Here's a story,

More like a complaint.
It would be nice, if someone could explain this to me.
Lets just go by the people I have observed, as anonymous characters.
Lets call the male Mr A and the female Ms B.
Mr A, is a junkie. One of the worst. He has physically hurt females before, has threated one of two friends of mine, is absolutely rude and obnoxious and is a complete asshole sexist slob.
Ms B, is a whore. Thats that best way to describe her, well i guess you could call her a junkie crack whore. Yeah thats all thats needed to be said about her, she IS a junkie crack whore.
What I'm trying to get at, is that I witnessed the both of them spending time with one another.
How could it be, that i could be jelous of such a relationship?
The both of them had walked by, hand in hand, happily smiling at their surroundings.
They seemed so good, while I sat back... hating every aspect of my life.
My point is,
how is it, that someone like Mr A, can settle down and have emotions for one other person?
I mean we all know they are an item, and you'd like to think it's just one massive wreck. But that's wrong.
What I saw, was two people looking happy with eachother.
HOW THE FUCK DOES THAT WORK?
That's what I'd like to know, how can Mr A like Ms B and stick to her?
I'm trying to understand how an arsehole, how someone so mean  like him, can have feelings for someone, and stick to them.
I want someone to explain to me, how two of the most fucked up disfunctional people in the whole world, can carry out a relationship.
Here's another example, lets name anonymous character Mr C.
Me and Mr C were good friends.
I know he's not the type to have feelings for someone. Then out of nowhere I hear he's in a great relationship. Mr C, is like Mr A. All of the above, cept Mr C is a liar. But even so,
There he is... in a relationship.
Could someone explain to me, why is that this these off nut junkies are treating and loving their ladies better,
than the men that I choose?
My men are all smart and clever and goodlooking, some of which, never smoked pot, let alone be close to being some sort of junkie.
My men, who all have their heads pretty much screwed on properly,
who have great personalities and humour, yet can't take care of me.
I'm trying to decipher why it is that this is the case.
Why is it, the junkies are better than the Gentlemen?
Or maybe its me,
Maybe I am just destined to be with someone so blind and insane.
No matter how much I want someone with brains, with something to say, they can't show affection.
But seriously, am i right in wanting the answer?
Am I right in making this something to investigate?
It's not such a stupid thing, to find this odd.
Please,
Allah, Budha, God, Friends, Foes, Aqquintances...
Someone give me the answer,
Someone educate me in male brains.
Someone tell me, why the right men dont want me.